realizations

do you remember the road runner cartoon? wile e. coyote would be running after the road runner, doing the thing he did… then, all of a sudden, he would look down and there was no road. he’d look behind him, and there’s the road runner staring back at him from the edge of a cliff.

I don’t feel like I’m off the edge of a cliff or anything, but last night, after a long GOOD talk with my roommate, I realized very suddenly some things that are really bothering me. deep down bothering – causing stress enough that I’ve been pulling away from relationships with Bethany and with my church. it was jarring… I’ve been thinking that I’m fine. now I think I have a lot to think about.